Thursday, December 24, 2009

It's Almost Here...

10:45pm....
I need to finish wrapping all of my Christmas presents but all i can think about is bed.
I have an hour and 15 minutes till midnight mass, I'm hoping i can make it because believe me i wont make it tomorrow. We are not overly religious but not going to church on Christmas feels wrong, not to mention tomorrow when i see my Nonno and he asks if i went to church and i say "no", the look of disappointment on his face is almost enough to convince you that there is no hope for you and hell is where you re going to end up... and nobody likes disappointing there Nonno!

I cant wait to sit around the table pop bon bons, wear those stupid hats you get, eat loads of food, drink some bourbon and hang out my cousins..... My favourite part of Christmas is my cousins.

My cousin Elyse is by far my favourite cousin on both sides of my family, i love that on Christmas day we are going to have heaps of photos of the both of us being silly and enjoying ourselves. Sometimes i forget she is only 15. I am closer with her then i am my sisters, for that i am thankful.

Merry Christmas!

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Potato my arse.....

I just peeled, cut and cooked 48 potatoes for a potato salad. All 21 people attending Christmas better try my salad or i will throw a fit!!?
I should probably be in bed but its 11pm and its still 28c outside. The whole house is cool because of that wonderful thing called air-conditioning.... all except my room which is bloody hot and i cant sleep.
I'm so going to have nightmares about potatoes tonight!

CHRISTMAS CAN BITE ME!!!

Argh..... Can Christmas be over yet?
I'm well and truly over everything....
Rude people
busy car parks
PEOPLE EVERYWHERE!!!
Bring on Christmas day and all the food and pressies and cousins!

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Just Call Her Ashley!

Last night whilst at a friends 25th birthday my rather drunk sister Amanda was called "Ashley" by a guy we both went to school with who as also worked with our dad..... Amanda was not happy!
For the rest of the night everyone at the party then called Amanda "Ashley"....
Thank you Straz for making my night!
HA HA HA suck it up ASHLEY!!

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

How does it work?

I had the day off work today because i still felt like arse this morning.
Its now 3pm and i suprisingly feel a whole lot better after sleeping literally all day.
So a "Friend" of mine has recently been on a contiki tour of Europe where he met and fell in love with a Scottish girl. However he has since returned home and she is at this point in time living in London. This is what i don't understand....
They are together, they are being completely faithful to each other even though they live on completely opposite sides of the world. They skype everyday and in January she is hopefully coming here on a holiday. If they can manage it then kudos to them.
She will eventually be going to live in Korea for work. If in the near future it looked like both of them would be living in the same country let alone the same city i can totally see the point of staying together. However when both of them have commitments tying them to the place they are in now what is the point?
It is far too expensive to fly back and forth to see each other.
Whilst skype is great to keep in touch, how long can one go without the physical side of a relationship?
I do know a couple of people who have dropped everything to move across the globe to be with the one they love.
Take my Friend Kate, she met her husband to be whilst working on a cruise, he moved here from Saskatoon after the cruise ended, he now has permanent residency here in Australia, they are getting married in March and they have never been happier. This i somewhat get.
But when neither of you is willing to make that "big move" how does it work? What is the point?
Not too mention how does one of you (if you are actually going to try and make it work) leave all your family, your friends, your home for the last however long, leave pretty much your entire life behind and move so far away?!
I'm sure whoever reads this... if anyone... will say "LOVE".
But can love really fill the void of absolutely everything you leave behind?

Monday, December 14, 2009

Sickly McSickness.

I feel terrible,
I have had a chest infection for over a week and the antibiotics just aren't working!
Now i have started vomiting and overall i just feel shitful.

To make matters worse the temperature tomorrow is suppose to be 32c and then Wednesday is going to be 39c... i honestly thought the super hot weather would hold off for just a little while longer! I know I'm a sook but seriously give me winter any day, there is nothing better then curling up in front of a fire to keep warm.I hate more then anything leaving work, getting into your boiling hot car waiting for the air-con to kick in then getting home, stripping off and trying to cool down.

I hate it.

I think i need to move somewhere that snows.

Sunday, December 13, 2009

BIRTHDAY LOVE!


Happy 52nd Birthday old man!!
We fight like cat and dog and 90% of the time we want to kill each other but mucho love dadsy!

Finally a post with photos!

Another Christmas party has come and gone. Our Christmas parties are always the greatest, however this year things went a little pear shaped. I wont go into too much detail, but work and ex work colleagues and their families that were also there ended up having a fight. Punches were thrown people were hurt and complete chaos broke out.
Now as usual i didn't see anything that actually happened because i was outside keeping all the smokers company.
As i walked back in everyone who was involved were escorted out another exit. So i strolled up to the bar and continued drinking and ordering shots completely oblivious that anything had in fact happened.
Eventually when i did find out the action was way over and both parties had left.
Now i don't know what really went down but considering you are at a WORK function one would assume you check your shit at the door and collect it when you leave. The fact that all people involved had the audacity to do this just completely astounds me.
I'm not taking sides or getting involved but honestly i thought everyone was supposed to be adults?!
Once the initially shock wore off everyone went back to enjoying the night but i tell you i am not looking forward to work tomorrow!
I didn't think i had drunk that much until i work up yesterday morning, i cant remember the last time i woke up feeling that sorry for myself.
As usual i started off looking semi decent... but after going through the photos i see that i kind of fall apart by the end of the night as i sure you will see.
Just a couple of my favs from the night...
Christmas lights
i love that people go all out with their lights!

Me at the beginning of the night! while i still looked respectable!

Ed and Tim

Matt and I

Ed actually smiling and not being Zoolander which was great!

Frontend Bitches!

Ash Mash!!

I told you things got messy!!
I don't even like beer.... yet here i am swigging out if the bottle... all class!

Apart from all the drama the night was actually a whole lot of fun.
I wonder if we will be allowed to ever have a Christmas party ever again!?

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Hung The Hell Over.

Last night was our work Christmas party.
I'm still feeling the aftermath.
please make it stop.

Merry... WHAT THE?

Christmas Party = HUGE DRAMA

apart from that... lots of wasted fun!!!

Thanks god for spell check!

Thursday, December 10, 2009

AS IF!

NOTE TO DOUCHEBAGS:
Yelling out of your hotted up, fully sick VS commodore
"HEY GIRLY...GIRLY WHATS YOUR NUMBER"
probably isn't going to work, actually no probably about it, it wont work.
I don't think your cool
I don't think your hot
and i certainly don't want to give you my number.

Now that i got that off my chest, i recently saw the clip for Creeds new song 'Rain'..... ladies and gentlemen let me introduce you to a before and after of Creed lead singer Scott Stapp..... HELLO HOT STUFF!!?

I honestly cant believe the transformation.... WOW!

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Letter to Santa...

Dear Mr. Claus,

I'm sure by now you are aware of just how well behaved i have been this year (apart for a few little things that i probably shouldn't have done... but hey they were fun!!) and i know just how busy you are this time of year. However if you could take the time to read through my list and fulfill at least a couple of my wishes it would be much appreciated.

  1. A 2010 Ford F150 Raptor

Or if that's too much trouble a 2009 Maserati Granturismo

Purely because i would look just a little bit cute driving either one!

2. My very own Carey Hart (minus Pink if possible)

That takes care of the big things now for a couple of smaller ones...

3. An Around the world ticket.

4. A king size bed.

5. Jewellery... I'm not fussed as long as its gold

Oh and world peace of course.

Well Santa that's about it, thanks again! Take care and remember my house is the the one that leaves the beer out instead of milk :)

p.s give my best to Mrs. Claus

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

pooper scooper...

I went Christmas light hunting last night... found some pretty awesome looking houses HOWEVER i cant find the cable for my damn camera so i cant upload the pics!! Seriously i have no idea where it could be, its as if it grew legs and walked away.... clearly pissed off!!! It doesn't fit anyones camera other then mine and i always put it back in the drawer i take it out of. I would almost put my life on it being moved by my mother who likes to "clean" and by "clean" i mean move everyones shit around so that they can no longer find it!! ANYONE LOOKING FOR A HOUSEMATE?!! I NEED OUT...(again)!!!
I seem to be having problems with things disappearing lately, like my 'Forgetting Sarah Marshall' DVD, i opened the cover to watch it the other day only to find the damn thing empty!
I'm starting to think someone or something has it in for me.
moving right along....
Today i was pleasantly suprised at work with a big bunch of flowers, a $100 gift card and a big lunch put on in honour of 10 years at my sucky job.
10 years... its a fairly big chunk of my life that i wish i could get back... i love the people i work with, i love my bogan customers who on a daily basis make me laugh to the point i cry ,but all in all the good times don't out way the bad. All i can think about now is finding a new job.
I cant wait to hand in my letter of resignation, then in my last paycheck not only get my last weeks pay, but 4 weeks annual leave and now after 10 years my long awaited 8 weeks long service leave... that will be a wonderful day.
Its late and tomorrow i will be back at the hell hole i call work.
if anyone sees my camera cable or my DVD for that matter please send them home immediately!!

Sunday, December 6, 2009

YAMBUK SLIDE ROCKS MY JOCKS!

this is a long one but trust me the end is so worth it!
I have had the last week of work, which i might add was lovely!
I have no photos of my week away which is odd considering i can be somewhat of a camera whore.
Tuesday night we packed up the car and headed off to Portland, by we i mean Rai, Cailey, Steph and myself.
We stopped in Colac which is about 2 hrs from Melbourne and had McDonald's for dinner which always seems like a good idea at the time, but never such a good idea about an hour or so later.
As we got back into the car to continue driving we all decided that the following day we would go out to the dunes and go sand boarding which was an awesome idea until we realised none of us had boards... which probably isn't a problem because we could most likely borrow boards from someone... but what if by some random act of crapfulness we couldn't?!
Well...then the inner criminal in all of us needed to come out.
We decided by the time we hit Port fairy it would be dark enough to go on a little "FOR SALE" sign stealing rampage.
We stopped off in Warnambool for a quick toilet stop and to meet up with Johnno, Steve and one of their mates Ash, whilst discussing our little sign stealing plan it is decided that after that we should make our way to Yambuk to go down the massive slide there... TOP IDEA!!!
So we all head off in the direction of the Yambuk slide. We ended up in Port Fairy before the boys so we slowly stalked up and down the quiet streets of Port Fairy looking for some signs.... JACKPOT 3 signs all in a row!! SO out of the car jumps Rai, Steph and Cailey and very stealth like they begin to rip the signs off the front fences (i stayed in the car however for 2 reasons.. 1. someone had to put the signs into the car once they were off the fence and 2. last time i went sign stealing my friends and i got busted by the police! It was probably safer this way lol) Once all 3 signs are in the car the boys call telling us that they are dropping Steve off on the corner just before the caravan park because ash was sick and needed to go home but Steve didn't want to miss out on the slide... i know we are all adults yet we're so pumped for the slide! We pick Steve up, squish him in to the car and head off to Yambuk! Its about 11pm when we arrive and i shit you not this slide was huge! I'm shattered i didn't get a photo of it because it really was awesome.
Now of course going down the slide is fairly boring so to liven things up a little Steve put sand on it and then decided to go down it on one of the "FOR SALE" signs....
Seemed like a great idea, everyone (except me... signs, slides and sand would only end in disaster for me) started going down and by the time you hit the bottom you had picked up so much speed that landing without stacking was not an option. Rai Face planted twice which was hilarious... then came the last time.
Its so dark and all you can hear is Rai squealing as she comes down the slide. Then as she gets closer to the bottom and into the cars headlights she flys off the slide jamming her foot and yet again face planting, all you can hear is Rai laughing then as she slowly calms down a little "ouch".
After that i guess everyone came to their senses and we all got back into the car and kept on to Portland. By the time we arrive it was about 12.30am so we were dropped off at Rai's mums house where we went to bed.
The following day which was meant to be filled with sand boarding was spent lazing around and then at the Portland hospital, Rai was unable to walk to we figured the best thing to do was to head down to casualty. Now Portland isn't an overly big town so imagine my suprise when it took more then an hour to be seen by a nurse who tells us "yep its not broken but it looks like you have over stretched the ligaments... what size crutches do you need?" more then an hour for that?! are you kidding me?! So for the rest of the time Rai had to hobble around on a sweet pair of crutches. That night before bed i put egg white on her foot to help take the swelling out, she thought i was being stupid and that it would never work.... HA all i have to say is told you so!! Considering i am the queen of stacks as if i wouldnt know a good old home remedy! (thanks Zia sonia!) Wednesday night and Thursday were both spent visiting people... it the only thing i hate about going to Portland for such a short amount of time... i never get to see everyone and when i leave i feel bad!
Thursday night we headed out to the Iron Bar for a couple of drinks, luckily rai couldn't have any she was unco as it was on those damn crutches i highly doubt she could've stood up if she had any alcohol in her system.
It was a fairly low key night so we decided to go home. by 7am Friday morning we were back in the car on our way home. i thought it would be a smart idea to have a snooze on the way home...apparently not because i woke up with pink highlighter all over me... THANKS GUYS!!!
Friday night i went out to the greatest Japanese restaurant for dinner... everything is amazing every time i go.... OH makes me hungry just thinking about it.
Last night i had a BBQ on chapel street at Bangers new humble abode but considering i have all of a sudden developed this awesome chest infection i really wasn't in the mood so i came home early.
On my way home i received a text message from the first boy i can ever remember liking, I'm talking grade 2 so i was like 8 years old. We went to high school together where we actually dated in about 1999 but he ended up going to another school and we kept in contact as friends for a little while but after a while it stopped and that was pretty much it until about a year ago where i ran into him. Then recently he found me on face book and he asked for my number so we could catch up and because i still see some of our old friends we could all get together.... THIS IS WHERE THINGS GET COMPLICATED.
You see he recently got married... which is fine with me but when he asked for my number i told him that on the condition his WIFE didn't have a problem with it then i would happily catch up cos it had been so long, plus as far as i was concerned it was a group catch up. He then told me that his wife wouldn't have a problem with him catching up with old friends from school. I thought nothing of it.
So last night i get this text message saying "hey you, what you up to?"
i replied telling him where and what i was doing and asked him how he was.
A couple of just normal messages later i get one saying "when i saw you a year ago all i wanted to do was kiss you".... WHAT THE?!
so i wrote back "last time i saw you, you had a fiance now WIFE and a beautiful one at that, do you really think you should be saying things like that?"
His reply..."i know but i still have some sort of feelings for you. Why didn't we work out?"
Firstly i don't think that things when your 15-16 are meant to work out!
I pretty much told him i didn't think it was such a good idea to catch up... which really sucks. I would love to catch up with him and i know everyone else would, but i just don't feel comfortable putting myself in that sort of situation. I know i would never do anything but i think it would be wrong catching up with him after what he said.
I just can comprehend how you say things like that to someone other then your wife?
What the hell... i hope his wife doesn't go through his phone because although i didn't write anything that could be taken the wrong way he however did.
I haven't heard anything since but my friends have a big cricket game coming up against his cricket club which i was going to attend because its always the best game of the season, however now i think i might just have to avoid it.
awkward much?

Thursday, November 26, 2009

No fishes....

RANDOM POST ALERT!
Went fishing off Altona pier last night...
Caught absolutely nothing! I'm not impressed.
On Monday when the boys went they caught a flat head and a gummy shark... i swear just because Nicole and i were using a pink rod with pink line we didn't catch anything....
No fish wants to get caught on a pink rod, talk about embarrassing!
Next time the fishies better bite.. and i don't just mean all the bait off my hook, shifty little buggers!
Tomorrow was suppose to be the big day for my surgery but it has now been postponed till the 22nd of January, oh well cant be helped, i just hope it hurries up and comes around fast.
I cant believe the weather today.. thunder, lightning, rain, wind and to top it off all whilst a rather muggy 28 degrees, crapola i tell you.
I cant stop listening to "Tic Toc by Kesha" Its not my usual taste in music but this has got me wanting to dance every time i hear it.
Considering this post has been all over the place i figure why not add to it by asking a completely random question....
First dance as husband and wife... can it be a country song or is that a little trailer park?

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

STALKER...ISH!!!

I am so lazy with this whole blogging thing.
I'm always doing something that would make a somewhat interesting read yet i never do anything about it!
ANY WHO....
SO, I HAVE THIS STALKER...
I'm unsure of his name, so for the sake of this blog I'm just going to keep it simple and call him "STALKER", but let me tell you he is an awful looking man.
He popped up at the beginning of the year and i just sort of brushed him off and ignored him.
Now let me paint a picture of him for you... Tall, tanned, dirty smelly clothes, unwashed and unshaven oh and did i mention paint on his face because he CHROMES!!!!!
seriously yuk!
Well, at the start he would come in and talk to me, ask me how i was sorts of things, just idle chit chat.
Then when i would serve him he would ask for a kiss or ask me if he could kiss my hand, UM NO!
Then he started singing to me....
Then on Valentines day this year he asked me on a date to KFC... yep pulling out the big guns he was.
After a little while he vanished..gone ..see ya and i thought nothing more of it. Then about 3 months ago he resurfaces and the whole ordeal starts again only this time he keeps asking me if i missed him while he was gone and if i will marry him. My boss (who finds it hysterical) asks him where he has been and he replies jail, what for you ask... Criminal damages and possession of drugs (marriage material right?!)
He continues with the marry me routine until about 5 weeks ago where things got a little creepy.... now he sits on a bench just outside my work in the shopping centre and stares at me and blows me kisses and tells people he is my boyfriend, normally i would just ignore him but he is really starting to creep me out. Who can be bothered sitting and staring at someone for 2-3-4 hours at any one time? I have even had one of the big bosses ask him to stop and move away from the store because it creeps me out so much.
At first i thought he was harmless but as time goes on I'm starting to get a little worried.
The other night i finished work and he had hung around all day, so when i was leaving he was outside waiting for me so he could walk me to my car..... HELL NO BUDDY!!! Now on nights that i finish a little later then usual i have to get someone to walk out with me to make sure he isn't hanging around.
I thought maybe i should tell him to back off but i don't want to make things worse, but if i don't say something this is just going to continue. Aaaarrrghhh!!
I'm just a little unsure with what the hell to do about him!!
Why cant Michael Buble be my stalker?

Monday, October 12, 2009

Things i have learnt...

1. I need to buy a whole heap on new clothes... however this isn't the smartest idea considering my surgery is just over a month away and after that i will need new SMALLER clothes
2. I can be extremely judgemental... i have only realised this lately.
3. I need a new job, but with long service only 3 weeks away i should just stick at it for now.
4. My sister Amanda and I are finally for the first time in both our lives are getting along... and i like it!
5. I should probably stop waiting for prince charming to come and whisk me away on his horse, somehow i don't think price charming actually exists.
6. At times... I am outspoken and say exactly what i think, this is not always a good thing.
But is it better to tell the truth even if it might hurt a little or lie just to make someone feel better?
7. I have the greatest group of friends ever.
8. I spend way to much money on things i don't need therefore meaning i never have any money... this i need to stop.
9. I hate when my Nonna tells me to be more like my sister. I don't want to find a guy and settle down and be the baby making machine she wants me to be, I'm 25 years old and i want to experience everything before i get married. I don't want to settle for 2nd best, i wont get married till i find the ONE.
10. I need to save what little money i have to make it back to Canada. My friends tell me i should go somewhere else next time i travel but i cant help it, i fell in love with the damn country!

Saturday, September 12, 2009

BRING IT ON!!!

The pies take the win by 5 points!!!
One game away from the grand final!
BOO YA!!!!

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

PLAY AGAIN...

Collingwood lost.... therfore meaning this weekend we take on the adelaide crows in a do or die match.
Lets hope we step up to the plate and play footy like men and not the sooky little boys who played on the weekend!! MAN UP BOYS ITS FINALS TIME!!!
Tomorrow i have a day pack full of Xrays and blood tests, yay my favourite!
Just one more step towards my upcoming surgery... oh joy!

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Finals fever......


Tomorrow the Collingwood Magpies take on the St Kilda Saints......
4th VS 1st on the ladder.
I have been struck with a serious case of footy finals fever, It has been a long 18 years since the magpies won an AFL Grand Final although we made it in both 2002 and 2003 only to lose.
This year we are the in form team coming into the finals, 12 wins from the last 13 games. All the teams who finished above us on the ladder have stumbled in the last few weeks and are coming off 2 or 3 losses.

gotta love a good punch on in the middle of the ground!
I find it a little strange that i can get so nervous about a footy match....
I'm certainly not one of the team and the game is well and truly sold out so i wont be attending the game with 90,000-100,000 other loyal supporters,
yet waking up this morning all i could think about was tomorrow and if we win.....
If we do come out on top tomorrow that means a week off.... i love finishing in the top 4 for that second chance... brilliance.
If not next week we face the Adelaide Crows.

The boys getting ready to sing our song after a big win....

However if tomorrow we win, we only have one more hurdle in making it to the grand final....
please let it be our year!


Wednesday, September 2, 2009

SEPTEMBER....

When i was younger September was always my favourite month..... mainly because of my birthday and because of the beginning of spring!

These days all it seems to bring is chaos!
Every weekend is jam packed with birthdays, house warmings weddings and not to mention fathers day.
Even though these things will be fun and i will enjoy spending time at all events, i would really like to be able to take a time out and just laze around. A little "me" time would be fab!
This is going to sound so very selfish but this will be the second year in a row that celebrating my birthday will not be happening....
Last year on the 20th of September(aka MY BIRTHDAY) i landed back in Australia from Canada which was awesome, only then to get ready and go to an engagement party, which then turned into a suprise wedding which was lovely (jet lag and all). HOWEVER considering this is a selfish post i will point out that the one day of the year that i claim as my own.. that's right its MY day was not my day.
This year yet again i have a wedding, which is great but at the same time i really want to go out and be all ME, ME, ME!!!
So why not celebrate it the weekend before?
Oh Because i have a house warming and another birthday to attend.... and the weekend after?
GRAND FINAL DAY!!! That blessed day in September in which my boys down at collingwood will hopefully be a part of.
Once upon a time i would've happily gone out grand final night but the last few year all my guy friends have been far from able to attend... i guess that's what happens when the first beer is cracked with breakfast at 7.30am!
The next few weekends after that are full of birthdays...
I sound like a whiny 3 year old but bad luck!
This year i turn 25 that's half way to 50 people....
Maybe if i don't celebrate it i can go on being 24 for a whole extra year.

Sunday, August 16, 2009

engagement party...

Last night was Courtney and Jason's Engagement party.
Awesome night filled with lots of silly drunkeness...
Not much to say, so here are some pics!
The happy couple
Courtney and Jason


My wine and I

Courtney's sister Sheridan, her cousin Peta and Courtney

Katie and I all gangsta!

Every time i read this sign i laughed...
ahh POKERMON...
clearly i am easily amused

Rai, Fitzy and Jen

Adam and I
We have a photo taken like this every function
i dont know why... lol
Amanda and I...

Rai being a little greedy....

Cheers big ears!

Friday, July 24, 2009

I've come to realise...

okay i have been tagged in one too many of these things so i figure i should just suck it up and do it.. so here it is!

1. I've come to realise that my boobs...

are a massive pain in my arse!

2. I've come to realise that my job...

is crap and i can't wait for my long service so then i can get a new one

3. I've come to realise that when I'm driving...

i have some really bad road rage

4. I've come to realise that I need...

to win tattslotto

5. I've come to realise that I've lost...

my blink 182 jacket from about 4 years ago.... it grew legs... seriously where the hell did it go?

6. I've come to realise that I hate it when...

i can't do everything i want to do, when i want to do it

7. I've come to realise the person I like...

isn't the one for me

8. I've come to realise that money...

is crap, you never have enough no matter how much you earn

9. I've come to realise that people...

who can't sing are always at karaoke

10. I've come to realise that I'll always be...

me

12. I've come to realise that my mum is...

is a royal pain in the arse, but i love her to death!

13. I've come to realise that my mobile phone...

is my life, i can't live without it

14. I've come to realise that when I woke up this morning...

i was still feeling crap

15. I've come to realise that last night before I went to sleep...

i couldn't breathe properly because my nose was so blocked and that's probably why i have such a sore throat today!

16. I've come to realise that right now I am thinking about...

how may questions their are on this damn thing and why the hell people always tag me in them

17. I've come to realise that my dad...

is a typical wog... but he is my dad and i wouldn't have it any other way

18. I've come to realise that when I get on Facebook...

too many people are playing farkle or that bloody farmville

19. I've come to realise that today...

was extremely cold

20. I've come to realise that tonight...

collingwood beat carlton WHOOP WHOOP GO THE MIGHTY MAGPIES!!!

21. I've come to realise that tomorrow will be...

here in about 30 minutes

22. I've come to realise that I really want to...

go overseas again

24. I've come to realise that life...

is full of twists and turns you dont see coming

25. I've come to realise that this weekend...

is going to be low key thank god!

26. I've come to realise that my ex...

isn't everything i thought he was

27. I've come to realise the best music to listen to when I am upset...

is loud and angry... something i can yell too

28. I've come to realise that my friends...

are my family

29. I've come to realise that in the past year (2008)...

i lost friends i thought i would have forever

30. I've come to realise that the last person i kissed...

meant more to me then i thought at the time

31. I've come to realise that the person i miss more then anyone is...

probably unaware of the fact that i miss them

Monday, July 20, 2009

oink oink?

I am so sick at the moment... i possibly have the plague. Okay so yes i might be exaggerating but hey I'm a wog and that's what we do!
Last Thursday i started to feel a little under the weather and by Friday that was it, i was dying.
i have a headache that no matter what i take just wont go away, my nose is so full of snot its just not funny, its as if i have a never ending supply. I Blow it and think ahh relief then .2 seconds later its full again. My eyes keep watering but they take it in turns, earlier it was my right eye and now its my left. I guess they are doing me a favour, i mean they could both be watering at the same time.... that would really suck! My cough sounds a little like a barking dog and holy crap does my throat hurt to cough not to mention how much it hurts my head.
My entire body aches all i want to do is sleep and i have had a fever.... sounds inviting huh!
At first i thought it was hayfever, runny nose water eyes all over shit feeling but as the weekend went on i realised it wasn't. I decided to bite the bullet and make an appointment at the doctors. Swine flu is going around at the moment so everyone is being extra careful not to catch it. I usually don't like going to the doctors mainly because when they hear the last name Milani they automatically think hypochondriac.... my Nonna goes to the doctors all the time and usually when i see the Dr. he says oh i saw your Nonna the other day.... (what my Nonna? you must be kidding!) Not to mention that my younger sister Catherine has single handedly kept him in business with the amount of times she has been to see him over the past 3 months.... yep I'm talking you need fingers and toes to count how many times she has been. So i turn on the dying child routine and suckered my dad into calling, they asked him what my symptoms were and he rattled them off they told him i would have to go to the back door of the clinic and call the front desk so they could let me in....ummm what the?
So i get there for my 9.30 appointment call the front desk and the really nice desk clerk tells me she will be there in one minute to let me in.
So here i am standing out in the freezing cold at the back door of the doctors waiting. (for the record she was a whole lot longer then just a minute)
She opens the door wearing a face mask and hands one to me which i then put on while she leads me into a room with no one in it, no magazines, nothing, nudda.... just me and my mask.
If this wasn't awkward enough as i walked in all the patients in the real waiting room (the one with posters and magazines and toys for the kids to play with) who could see me watched, i felt so diseased!
After about 10 minutes of solitary confinement the Dr. comes in wearing a mask leads me to his room and sits me down the opposite end of the room to him..... seriously guys way to make someone feel uncomfortable!
After going through my symptoms he tells me he thinks its safe to take our masks off.... awesome... thanks! I walk out without my mask down the hallway to the front desk where all the other patients who watched me mask up on arrival and get hurried through the back entrance are still sitting i can feel there eyes burning holes into the back of my head. One old man even shakes his head at me when i look at him. I Have just been in and seen a doctor... if it wasn't safe i highly doubt they would've let me take off my mask and walk through all you common folk.... silly old man! So i sign the form pay my money and get ready to leave. As i walk past the nasty head shaking old man who hasn't taken his eyes off me i cough a little in his direction (hand over my mouth of course) the look on his face was brilliant! Totally worth it!
i have the next 2 -3 days off work and i have been given some antibiotics that i have to take. I just hope that i will start feeling better soon!
how much more can i possibly sleep?

Friday, July 10, 2009

ONE TODAY!

a couple of pics from the last 6 months... nonno and Isabella
stunned....


cheeky smile

what a munchkin!
Today in my gorgeous little cousins first birthday!
I cant believe a year ago today we were all blessed with this beautiful princess!
HAPPY FIRST BIRTHDAY ISABELLA ROSE!!!

Monday, July 6, 2009

where has all the sunshine gone?

Its cold.

So damn cold.

I hate the cold.

5.30am rolls around and all i can think of is how cold it is going to be when i walk from my room to the fireplace to get dressed! Thats right, its cold enough to want to get dressed in front of the fire.. what the?

I miss the sun... if you see it please send it back to me!

Friday, June 26, 2009

whatever bubbles bubbles up!

went to Portland for the "farewell edgar street party"
Rai has decided to move back home with her mum after 3 years out of home. So they threw a massive party

cant be bothered with details so here are a couple of pics....

Me with a guitar string almost in my eye...

Melski the rockstar

Gorgeous little Blake!


just incase she drowned

me and mac

pizza in the toaster... funny

Rai and her classy choice of cup

Rai and Chappy

jelly shot... mmmm yum

Sunday, June 14, 2009

if only

I have been feeling ewww for a little while now, everything at the moment seems to annoy me.
I'm completely over work and have decided i need a new job and a holiday....
My friends who i love dearly are driving me mental, which makes me snappy ,which then creates drama because we all know if something you do shits me I'm going to tell you! Sometimes speaking your mind isn't the right thing to do, but hey that's me take it or leave it.
Mum says I'm nasty but i think I'm just truthful... if you don't want to hear what i really think then here's an idea... don't ask for my opinion and then get angry when its not what you want to hear!!
"Arrrrgggghhh"
I'm dying to move back out.. i love my parents but living with them can be a nightmare (I'm sure they would tell you the same thing about living with me). i miss not having to answer to anyone, don't get me wrong i have all the freedom in the world, i come and go as i please and do what ever the hell i want but i hate the 20 questions "where are you going?" "who are you going with?" "are you coming home tonight?" "What time will you be home?" "Who is.... i have never met them before?" I know they only ask because they are my parents and they want to make sure I'm okay but to go from living on your own and answering to only yourself to this drives me crazy!
I initially moved back home to save money because more then anything i want to pack up my life and move it over to Canada for a couple of months.... I cant explain how much i love it over there.... I have my Zio and my Zia's and all my cousins. I haven't been anywhere else in the world but would be content not going anywhere else as long as occasionally i could go back there.
The problem being at the moment i cant save any money, I'm paying off my car and my trip overseas last year that mum and dad payed for and now i have to pay for a car that i smashed not to mention moving back out will cost me a fair bit so my little Canada dream is slowly getting further and further away.
My Nonna keeps telling me not to waste time or money going overseas cos at 24 i should be looking for a husband... I hate that mentality!! I'm 24 not 44 its not like I'm running out of time to find a husband and have babies! I feel like i need to write a questionnaire "WHAT MY NONNA WANTS IN A MAN FOR ME" and whenever i meet someone new, i have to get them to fill it out! Its ridiculous! I guess that's what you getting being Italian and all!
My long service comes through soon so hopefully I can book myself a ticket to Canada with that for next year or something, a couple of weeks is better then not going at all... i really wanted to go over during winter but i don't think i would survive! i mean its been so cold here lately that anything colder is just not right, infact i think it should be illegal... maybe i should just stick to summer!

Anyway I'm sure if you have made it to the bottom of this post you have most certainly had enough of my whinging, but hey if i cant do it here then where can i do it?
i promise the next post will be a little more cheery!

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

lately....

Today was a shit of a day, people just piss me off! Not all people but there were a fair few who though that all i wanted was to have abuse hurled at me.....
some examples being...
Now keep in mind i work in a fairly crap area and everyone is always looking for something for free or stealing stuff and refunding it... its just a crap area!
customer 1: " i bought this milk and it tastes funny....."
me: Ummm did you discover the funny taste before or after you opened the bottle and drank 3/4 of it?"
(Now don't get me wrong if you buy something and there is something wrong with it i will happily give you a refund... I'm not totally evil, HOWEVER when you buy it 5 days ago, open it, drink most of it and then want a refund you are pushing your luck!)
She then proceeded to cause a scene which only infuriated me even more, calling me a bitch and demanding to speak to the manager... go right a head he is only going to agree with me anyway!
Then there was the guy who wanted a packet of smokes...
smoke guy: "Winfield blue" (i just love it when they don't have any manners)
me: "no problem can i see some I.D please?"
SG: "its in the car"
me: Sorry but i cant sell them to you without I.D"
SG: "do i not look older the 18? are you kidding me?"
me: "if i thought you looked over 18 i wouldn't have asked you for I.D now would i?"
SG: "This is bullshit, i come here all the time, I'm over 18, give me my fucking smokes"
me: "look I'm not losing my job so you can get lung cancer, if its in the car go and get it!"
by this stage i had, had enough of everyone and was about to lose it....
He then stormed off and called me a fucking dirty slut in Italian.... HELLO I CAN UNDERSTAND YOU.... I'M ITALIAN.... dumbass!
5 minutes later he comes back with his I.D which i look at and see that he has been 18 for all of 8 days that's right 8.
#1 why does someone who has been 18 for 8 days not have there I.D on them when buying smokes?
#2 don't speak to me with an attitude and then expect service... probably not going to happen
#3 I come here all the time... um you have been 18 for all of 8 days i highly doubt you have been coming here all the time
and
#4 I am 25 this year and i still get asked for I.D everywhere i go, i never, ever have a go at the person asking me!!!
ahhhhh its so nice to vent sometimes!

The last few weekends have been jam pack with awesomeness.... the only problem being i have been too lazy to blog and now i cant remember everything.
2 weeks ago we went to a little bar called Brown couch to watch and support "drugs in vegas" for their album launch. Cale is a family friend who i have know my whole life and his band was recently signed to a label which is awesome news! Cale plays bass and the best part is that the drummer is a girl! I love it! There is a couple of videos of them on youtube so have a listen.... they are indie rock and they are seriously great the quality is fairly shit and they are really old videos but you can still hear them.
improvement?
Amanda and Cale
DRUGS IN VEGAS
I headed to Portland last weekend to visit Rai which was lovely. For the last 14 years every Christmas we go camping(well its in a caravan park but i sleep in a tent so its kind of camping) in a little town called Narrawong which is only 10km before you hit Portland. It is probably one of my favourite places ever, the river runs right around the caravan park and then into the sea its just awesome. The strange thing is 90% of the people who camp out at good ol' nazza are actually from Portland, they travel 10km, set up camp and stay for 2 or 3 weeks..... odd i know.
The only problem is Portland is 4hrs away and it is a bitch of a drive. I love going there to see everyone but the drive just sucks. The weekend consisted of sleeping in, catching up with everyone, drinking and singstar.... ohh how i love singstar.



massive singstar... from a projector to a wall.... genius!


Mel and her sexy newspaper hair and hat! Effen vodka.. ha ha i love it!
Rai's sexy face lol!
How great does my skin look? its nuts!
Im thinking about dying my hair back to brown and cutting it all off! Im such a chicken when it comes to my hair! i love being blonde but i have been blonde for so long i think its time for a change... but what exactly?
anywhoo...
This weekend I'm heading to a German restaurant for dinner. I'm a little excited about it. They put on a full show and everything so i will have to take heaps of photos and let you know how it goes!