blah, blah, blah.....

I'm so blah....
work... crap
not sleeping... crap
sore back... crap
awful pains around my ovaries... crap... actually they are so painful double crap
people in general... pissing me off
this weekend is revolving around me doing sweet fuck all... thank god!
i could sleep for a week.. or 2

ouch..

i have got the sorest back at the moment...

i was sent home from work on Tuesday in tears because i was in so much pain. its my lower back and holy crap does it hurt to do just about everything, even tying my hair back has become a huge task.

I'm in an odd mood tonight, I'm excited because Rai is coming to play this weekend but at the same time my sister said something this afternoon that has really pissed me off.

For those of you who don't know i have 2 younger sisters Amanda who is 22 and Catherine who is 19.... the sister doing the pissing off today is Amanda. i really cant be bothered going into it but.... AARRGGGHHHH so damn annoying.

I just had to do a repair job on my cat... okay my cat is a stuffed toy that i have had since birth which makes it almost 25 years old, i know you all must be saying "UM your 24 get rid of it" but i cant! It has been a massive part of my life, i mean it has been everywhere with me, from every school camp and ever sleep over i have ever been on, to joining me twice in Canada. I found him today with one of his eyes hanging off!!!! WTF?? we needed a medic and we needed one quickly! Don't stress i totally fixed his eye and now I'm sure he will make a full recovery.

I'm not sure if you can see him properly but that there ever so strategically placed in my cleavage, a little worn out is my cat!!! AWWWW!!!

oh it feels like forever!

Last weekend was a long weekend making this week a short working week.....
Why the freakin hell does it feel like forever since last weekend then?

I'm completely drained, drained from work, drained from lack of sleep and drained from friends... don't get me wrong i love my friends and absolutely love spending time with them but lately it has been every night of the week PLUS the weekends, this with starting work at 6.30am is beginning to take its tole. I wake up at 5.30am for work and i get home by 3.30pm, then lately i have been having a nap because i physically cant keep my eyes open anymore. Then by the time 6pm rolls around I'm heading out the door for something, i get home usually by about 10.30pm and head straight to bed but cant sleep because of that damn nap i had earlier, i watch the minutes on my clock tick past before finally falling asleep around midnight, then the day after turns out to be exactly the same.
The last few weekends have consisted of continuous partying and getting drunk and stumbling through the door at 5am... and i love it.. i love going out and having a blast with my wonderful friends but i just cant do it anymore! I'm 24 years old yet i feel 64! This weekend will be low key.. it has to be for my sake. I know i can sit here and say all this but next week will be exactly the same and its my own fault.

Tonight i am off to the pub (NO DRINKING) for dinner with my family and some cousins that i just don't see enough. Before Danielle and family came from Canada to visit us Aussies in 2006 it had been 5 years since i had seen them, then the next time i saw them was when Dennis and Paula came here in late 2007 so we vowed never to let it be so long between catch ups, considering we live in the same damn country only 30 minutes from each other it was a little stupid. We always have the most awesome time together.

The N.A.B cup final is on tonight and the mighty magpies are playing the cats..
Collingwood deserve to win it (just a little bias) and I'm praying we do.
I cant wait for the footy season to start! No more pre season. its been 18 long years since my beloved magpies won a premiership so lets hope that sacred day in September belongs to collingwood. I intend to go to a fair amount of footy this year, actually i have my sights set on a fair amount of sport watching in general.... sometimes i think i was meant to be a boy!

On a brighter note the bushfires are finally out... it been more then a month of constant hell for some people, the whole country has felt it. $230 million has been donated from people and businesses across Australia, even PINK donated $250,000... she rocks! The death toll is well over 200 people and more then 700 homes were lost but there is light at the end of the tunnel now that people can start thinking about rebuilding their homes and their lives, i know its not as easy as i just made it sound but I'm sure you all know what i mean.
Tomorrow at the M.C.G they are holding a benefit concert with the likes of Kylie Minogue, Kings Of Leon, Jack Johnson and many more!

before i go just a quick congrats to Damien and Emily on the birth of their beautiful, healthy bubs Madesyn Lee Clow!!

go the pies!!

Didn't doubt them for a minute

GO THE MIGHTY MAGPIES!!!!

collingwood are through the NAB grand final!! which is not the greatest of greats but hey!
Its only the pre season comp but my boys are in form and look amazing!
Next weekend lets hope im off to the finals!

p.s Shane O'bree number 11 for collingwood.. you rock my jocks!

p.p.s Simon "hits a target" Prestigiacomo was out of this world...

Hypothetically speaking....

Argh....

i have no desire to blog but have been told i better or else.

Or else what you may ask.... i actually have no idea but i figure what the heck.

I am so tired, actually I'm always tired since i started my new hours at work. I love getting out of work by 3pm but who decided it was okay to be getting up at 5.30am!! it should be illegal!

anyway i wont bore you with that....

Let me see, what have a done since Feb 24th?

Okay last Friday my Friend Rai (girl just in case you were all wondering) who live is Portland which is a very long and boring 4 hr drive away, came to hang out with me... Very exciting!

She finally made it to Melbourne by about midnight so we pretty much went to bed.

Saturday we got up and went to visit her sister Jhess who we were going to see in a play later Saturday night. As we were leaving i noticed a poo.. yep a poo on there front step. When i questioned Jhess she said it just turned up there but they were unsure if it was real or not so they had just left it... um guys this is not sanitary!!! So being the detective that i am i had to determine.. REAL POO? or FAKE POO? i found some cardboard and scraped it on to it then i may or may not have had a sniff... Don't stress it was totally fake.

We headed home from Jhess' place back to my house so we could have a quick nap then get ready to PARTAY!!

Tara came over and we did the girly thing, change outfits 4 times then straighten our hair and do our make up. Surprisingly for 3 girls it actually didn't take all that long to get ready. The play started at about 8pm and by 10.30pm we were on our way out!

We lined up to get into Bridies for an hour... you never have to line up so this was a little weird.

it was about 12.30am by the time we got in so we figured, considering the place closed at 3am and all our friends had a head start we should probably go straight for the hard stuff so we didn't have to play catch up all night. Well i guess it worked because by the time 3am came we were all pretty tipsy.

No one wanted to go home so once again we all decided to head to a bar called barrys. This place is never the one you want to be caught at, at the beginning of the night because it is so seedy, but by the end of the night you are more then happy to go because it shuts at 5am.

We found some of Rais friend from Portland, had a bit of a boogie on the dance floor, then realised that we were the only 2 who got in. The bouncers refused entry to the rest of the guys.

AWESOME! bouncers tend to do this a lot these days, especially if your a group of guys. it was about 4.30am so we decided what they hey lets just go. we got a cab home and as soon as my head it the pillow i was out like a light. Rai left on Tuesday but will be back down in a couple of weeks!! YAY!!! I have decided that this weekend even though it is a long weekend and it is very unaustralian to not drink ion a long weekend im going to have to give it a miss! My liver is screaming for a week off!

Over the course of the weekend i discovered that i cant to suprised eyes.....

what exactly are suprised eyes you ask

These are suprised eyes!! no matter how had i try my eyes refuse to look suprised! apparently if I'm genuinely suprised then its fine i can do them, but if i want to "pretend" to be suprised they just wont co-operate.

Go and look at yourself in the mirror and see if you can do it... and if you can YOU SUCK!!! can someone please teach me?

Tomorrow night I'm off to the footy! collingwood V essendon!! GO THE MIGHTY MAGPIES!!!!!!

i cant wait for collingwood to kick essendons arse!!!!