I've come to realise...

okay i have been tagged in one too many of these things so i figure i should just suck it up and do it.. so here it is!

1. I've come to realise that my boobs...

are a massive pain in my arse!

2. I've come to realise that my job...

is crap and i can't wait for my long service so then i can get a new one

3. I've come to realise that when I'm driving...

i have some really bad road rage

4. I've come to realise that I need...

to win tattslotto

5. I've come to realise that I've lost...

my blink 182 jacket from about 4 years ago.... it grew legs... seriously where the hell did it go?

6. I've come to realise that I hate it when...

i can't do everything i want to do, when i want to do it

7. I've come to realise the person I like...

isn't the one for me

8. I've come to realise that money...

is crap, you never have enough no matter how much you earn

9. I've come to realise that people...

who can't sing are always at karaoke

10. I've come to realise that I'll always be...

me

12. I've come to realise that my mum is...

is a royal pain in the arse, but i love her to death!

13. I've come to realise that my mobile phone...

is my life, i can't live without it

14. I've come to realise that when I woke up this morning...

i was still feeling crap

15. I've come to realise that last night before I went to sleep...

i couldn't breathe properly because my nose was so blocked and that's probably why i have such a sore throat today!

16. I've come to realise that right now I am thinking about...

how may questions their are on this damn thing and why the hell people always tag me in them

17. I've come to realise that my dad...

is a typical wog... but he is my dad and i wouldn't have it any other way

18. I've come to realise that when I get on Facebook...

too many people are playing farkle or that bloody farmville

19. I've come to realise that today...

was extremely cold

20. I've come to realise that tonight...

collingwood beat carlton WHOOP WHOOP GO THE MIGHTY MAGPIES!!!

21. I've come to realise that tomorrow will be...

here in about 30 minutes

22. I've come to realise that I really want to...

go overseas again

24. I've come to realise that life...

is full of twists and turns you dont see coming

25. I've come to realise that this weekend...

is going to be low key thank god!

26. I've come to realise that my ex...

isn't everything i thought he was

27. I've come to realise the best music to listen to when I am upset...

is loud and angry... something i can yell too

28. I've come to realise that my friends...

are my family

29. I've come to realise that in the past year (2008)...

i lost friends i thought i would have forever

30. I've come to realise that the last person i kissed...

meant more to me then i thought at the time

31. I've come to realise that the person i miss more then anyone is...

probably unaware of the fact that i miss them

oink oink?

I am so sick at the moment... i possibly have the plague. Okay so yes i might be exaggerating but hey I'm a wog and that's what we do!

Last Thursday i started to feel a little under the weather and by Friday that was it, i was dying.

i have a headache that no matter what i take just wont go away, my nose is so full of snot its just not funny, its as if i have a never ending supply. I Blow it and think ahh relief then .2 seconds later its full again. My eyes keep watering but they take it in turns, earlier it was my right eye and now its my left. I guess they are doing me a favour, i mean they could both be watering at the same time.... that would really suck! My cough sounds a little like a barking dog and holy crap does my throat hurt to cough not to mention how much it hurts my head.

My entire body aches all i want to do is sleep and i have had a fever.... sounds inviting huh!

At first i thought it was hayfever, runny nose water eyes all over shit feeling but as the weekend went on i realised it wasn't. I decided to bite the bullet and make an appointment at the doctors. Swine flu is going around at the moment so everyone is being extra careful not to catch it. I usually don't like going to the doctors mainly because when they hear the last name Milani they automatically think hypochondriac.... my Nonna goes to the doctors all the time and usually when i see the Dr. he says oh i saw your Nonna the other day.... (what my Nonna? you must be kidding!) Not to mention that my younger sister Catherine has single handedly kept him in business with the amount of times she has been to see him over the past 3 months.... yep I'm talking you need fingers and toes to count how many times she has been. So i turn on the dying child routine and suckered my dad into calling, they asked him what my symptoms were and he rattled them off they told him i would have to go to the back door of the clinic and call the front desk so they could let me in....ummm what the?

So i get there for my 9.30 appointment call the front desk and the really nice desk clerk tells me she will be there in one minute to let me in.

So here i am standing out in the freezing cold at the back door of the doctors waiting. (for the record she was a whole lot longer then just a minute)

She opens the door wearing a face mask and hands one to me which i then put on while she leads me into a room with no one in it, no magazines, nothing, nudda.... just me and my mask.

If this wasn't awkward enough as i walked in all the patients in the real waiting room (the one with posters and magazines and toys for the kids to play with) who could see me watched, i felt so diseased!

After about 10 minutes of solitary confinement the Dr. comes in wearing a mask leads me to his room and sits me down the opposite end of the room to him..... seriously guys way to make someone feel uncomfortable!

After going through my symptoms he tells me he thinks its safe to take our masks off.... awesome... thanks! I walk out without my mask down the hallway to the front desk where all the other patients who watched me mask up on arrival and get hurried through the back entrance are still sitting i can feel there eyes burning holes into the back of my head. One old man even shakes his head at me when i look at him. I Have just been in and seen a doctor... if it wasn't safe i highly doubt they would've let me take off my mask and walk through all you common folk.... silly old man! So i sign the form pay my money and get ready to leave. As i walk past the nasty head shaking old man who hasn't taken his eyes off me i cough a little in his direction (hand over my mouth of course) the look on his face was brilliant! Totally worth it!

i have the next 2 -3 days off work and i have been given some antibiotics that i have to take. I just hope that i will start feeling better soon!

how much more can i possibly sleep?

ONE TODAY!

a couple of pics from the last 6 months... nonno and Isabella

stunned....


cheeky smile

what a munchkin!

Today in my gorgeous little cousins first birthday!

I cant believe a year ago today we were all blessed with this beautiful princess!

HAPPY FIRST BIRTHDAY ISABELLA ROSE!!!

where has all the sunshine gone?

Its cold.

So damn cold.

I hate the cold.

5.30am rolls around and all i can think of is how cold it is going to be when i walk from my room to the fireplace to get dressed! Thats right, its cold enough to want to get dressed in front of the fire.. what the?

I miss the sun... if you see it please send it back to me!